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About Me Member General Writer Wispman19/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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Wed Jul 1, 2009, 7:27 AM
Dear Fred,

Here I sit again in my own self pity. Thinking over all the things i've been through in this life of mine. It seems like the happier I become...the harder I seem to fall back to the old me. I hate being in this state...It makes one truly feel weak beyond reckoning. Why is it that I tend to focus on all the bad in my life when things get tough? Why can't I be like all the others who live through their lives focusing on all their happy memories and completely ignoring their bad ones? Is it just who I am, Fred? Am I made to be in a constant state of fake happiness? On the outside I pretend to be happy-go-lucky without a care in the world, but on the inside I slowly but surely am falling apart.

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  • Interests: Writing, Acting, Sports, Having Fun
  • Favourite movie: What Dreams May Come
  • Favourite band or musician: Staind
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Robert Frost, J.R.R Tolkien, Edgar A. Poe
  • MP3 player of choice: Shuffle
  • Shell of choice: nut shell
  • Wallpaper of choice: umm...the stuff on my walls
  • Skin of choice: Smurf skin...i've always wondered what it'd be like to be blue..
  • Favourite game: Unreal Tournament
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation, PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Peter from Family Guy
  • Personal Quote: "I fear happiness for I know something horriable is waiting around the corner."
  • Tools of the Trade: screwdrivers and hammers

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:iconumaketwan:
Hi! You have some nice work!
:iconwispman:
Well thank you. I'm glad you like it.

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"To be a poet is a condition, not a profession" ~Robert Frost~
:iconwispman:
No problem. You deserve it!

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"To be a poet is a condition, not a profession" ~Robert Frost~
:iconmistknmind:
Word, sorry i got bak so late. It's about two am now. So i guess youwent to bed, which i an't blamne. It's late. Sorry for all the typos. Even with my irish heritage 7 shots vocka +4 lager bombs = Ver happpy Jenne. lol. That's my name btw. Jenne, pronounced Jen. So i hope to see you tomorrow sometime, I'll try to be on and look for you. teaxt me here if you are getting on at a ertaun time. *hugs*
:iconscallywagsqueak:
I love "Alone in the dark"!!
You do amazing work.
:iconwispman:
Thanks

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"To be a poet is a condition, not a profession" ~Robert Frost~

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